if i go back to usa in jan 2020, will all people like monks and meditators at zen sunnyvale help me sincerely with finances and place to rest safely in apartment until i get my greencard replacement sent to me physically? will urline and her family, jack-marcia and family, and jill-blair, tillie, annette help me sincerely by exchanging things I brought with us dollar I need to survive in usa in 2020? will i not be forced in jails or hospital jails or courts anymore if i go back to usa in jan 2020?, for my work and study and to clearup my names from bad records created by organized hate crime and for my gc replacement card, ssc replacement, dl number replaced, and my citizenship to enable me to sponsor my mom while she is alive.?